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Welcome to Father Tony's Sabbatical Blog |
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"Never lose an opportunity of seeing anything that is beautiful; for beauty is God's handwriting... a wayside sacrament. Welcome it in every fair face, in every fair sky, in every fair flower, and thank God for it as a cup of blessing."
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson
Dear friends,
Welcome to my sabbatical blog! It is my hope that through the power of technology, that this site will afford you the opportunity to accompany me in my quest to re-discover God in all things beautiful. As I journey to the jaw-dropping peaks of the Grand Tetons to the majesty and grandeur of the Yosemite Valley to the painted deserts of Bryce National Park, I invite you to walk with me. Through pictures, videos, and personal reflections, I pray that you too will be able to enter into a world of timeless beauty, solitude, and peace. My personal goal is to be able to emerge from this rare and privileged opportunity, refreshed and renewed in the solitude of these days to call forth the grace and beauty of our own faith community. As I post new blogs with pictures, reflections, and other spiritual musings, I invite your thoughts, comments and questions. I look forward to sharing this very special journey with you.
Blessings,
Fr. Tony Zimmer
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November 04, 2012
By Father Tony Zimmer
Greeting from Socorro, New Mexico!
It has been awhile since I have been able to post a blog... I have had no internet access for the past week while I was on retreat at the Monastery of Christ in the Desert. Did you know that this is the most remote monastery in the world? The driveway alone is 13 miles long! And it is unpaved, steep, and windy... again!! Boy these monks sure know how to pick the places to build their monasteries! So I apologize for the long lapse between my blogs. I am on my way to one last stop (Tucson, Arizona, to visit a longtime friend), before I make the long treck home. So I thought I'd offer a few reflections on my time in the desert. I have been in the high deserts of California, Utah, and New Mexico for the past several weeks and there have been some wonderful things I have learned from this stark, barren, yet very beautiful climate.
The desert continually suprises me. Familiar landmarks look unfamiliar in different times of the day: at dawn her colorless landscape becomes almost a riot of hues and pastels as the rising sun's rays dance off canyon walls peppered in gold, turquoise and crimson. Somber blues and grays fill the sky with an approaching storm. At daybreak the red-tailed hawk circles in the sky, and at dusk the moon rises and fills the canyon with its soft, inviting glow. No matter the time of day, the desert has enticed me with her remarkable and unique beauty.
I sometimes think of the desert as one of the immortals of whom Homer sang. She seems to have existed essentially as she is today since before I was born, and she will continue to exist unchanged after I am gone. In an age of restlessness, in which I have seen my home city grow and expand, and the familiar places of my childhood disappear almost daily, the desert has offered me the comfort of permanence, the promise of continuity in a world of change.
In her stability lies also the inspiration of time to reflect. Here in the desert, I found that I don't lose myself in the dazzling variety and ever-changing newness of things. The desert is not here to entertain me... she is no Disneyland. Instead she inspires me to wonder why anything is at all, to reflect on the mystery of what is and who I am. My time at Christ in the Desert offered me the silence and sacred grace to do just that. It was a gift I will cherish to my dying day.
The desert is also dangerous, unpredictable (I saw my first tarantula, on my way back from morning Mass!), open to sudden upheaval of wind and storm, drought and flood, and the predatory insticts of beasts and birds. The desert is a journey to the great mystery that all being is at heart radically contingent.
And this includes myself. The desert environment threatens, challenges, poses constant dangers, most of which cannot be clearly foreseen. Temperatures are extreme (in my time at Christ in the Desert, temps went from the low 30's to the low 70's every day.) The extremes of the desert, along with its sheer scale provokes feelings of dependency and smallness of my self. (Just as the giant sequoias did ealier in my journey.) The desert is also a vast and lonely landscape, with great distances seperating the few locations that provide any protection and comfort. Intensified by long stretches of unbroken vistas of land and sky, perspective is distorted. Roads are few, rugged, rutted and strewn with rocks, and impassably muddy after a rain, or hard as concrete by the bleaching sun. Here in the desert the landscape shapes and forms you. In short, I have learned that the desert escapes my control. I don't like that...
For this reason my heart and mind these days have been drawn quiety, patiently, and naturally, toward the One outside myself on whom I can lean... my God. My love and desire to serve Him and His church has only been strengthened and renewed these days. More and more these days I realize how much I Ineed Him.
The desert has also forced me to take a deeper look at myself. To some this may be a surprise... the desert has frequently been spoken of as a place to escape or withdraw from life itself. People imagine desert monasteries to be enclaves of world-weary monks. We suspect them to be places where those who do not love the world - oddities and misfits, escapists of every stripe, go to empty themselves of pleasure, of desire, and of things that are supposed to make up the humanness of life. Not so. Not so. My time with the Benedictine monks of Christ in the Desert told me otherwise. They too have learned that the desert is a place you go not to escape the world or run away from yourself, but rather to confront it in ,all its raw and naked truth.
The desert experience has called forth gratitude, thanksgiving and trust, not brooding introspection. I thank God for the goodness of creation and for the glory He has chosen to share with me through these moonlit nights and chanting monks. In the end, we may like Jesus, meet and be tempted by the enemy in the desert. We may like the Baptist, be forced to dine on grasshoppers and wild honey or, like Paul discover our life's mission. But one thing is for sure... if we come to the desert we will change. I know I have.
For all of our day school and CF students, I invite you to learn more about the Monastery of Christ in the Desert. Just google: www.christdesert.org. Learn about the spirit, life, and mission of these holy men in this specail and sacred place. And while you're at it, take a look at the life of our desert Fathers, the Saints who shaped and formed the Monastic tradition of our faith. I look forward to sharing more of my special journey in the very near future. See you all in just a few weeks!
Blessings,
Fr. Tony
October 17, 2012
By Father Tony Zimmer
Dear friends,
Ahhhhh... the joys of technology!! My apologies on my last blog entry. Internet connections prevented me from completing my last blog and attaching a few pictures. Thus the title of this latest posting! So to continue from my last blog...
I left Montecassino with many lasting impressions. First and foremost, the witness and example of the Benedictine monks. Through the years nothing could destroy their faith or their house of formation... neither war, invasions, or earthquke. Amazing. Unreal. In the aftermath of World War II, the Benedictine community spent years rebuilding their home. Utilizing ancient renderings and manuscripts, they were able to replicate the entire monastery down to the minutest details. From the inlaid marble to the frescoed ceilings, the end result is astounding. The entire structure now serves as a public witness of their perseverance, hard work, trust and patience.
I descended down another steep, long and winding road feeling rejuvenated and empowered in my own priestly ministry to persevere. For indeed, the forces of evil can be found everywhere, trying to tear down, destroy, and invade God's church. But we need not have to take a pilgrimage to Montecassino to find living witnesses of the perseverance and strength of our church. They are sitting right next to you at Mass. They are the widow and the cancer survivor, the parents of a special needs child and the recovering addict, the recently unemployed and the aging senior... each one giving testimony time and time again, that nothing can destroy God's holy Church.
So the next time you feel like you are being invaded or bombarded by enemy forces, remember the example of these your fellow parishioners, say a prayer to St. Benedict, and trust... that indeed with the grace of God, you too will persevere.
To all of of our day school and CF kids, check out the lesson plan prepared for you on Monasticism. Google: St. Benedict and Montecassino. Learn more about the charism of the Benedictine community!
Blessings,
Fr. Tony
October 12, 2012
By Father Tony Zimmer
"And I tell you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church, and the gates of hell will not overcome it..."
Matthew 16:18
Greetings from Palm Springs, California!
While visiting some good friends and former neighbors here in Palm Springs, I thought I would offer a few thoughts and reflections on my journey to Rome for the Diaconal Ordination of John Mitchell. Indeed it was a grand and glorious celebration in the Basilica of St. Peter's. Presided over by Archbishop John Meyers of Newark, I was priviledged to concelebrate, along with 200 other priests, at the "Altar of the Chair." The solemn chant of the Seminary Choir, the beauty and grandeur of St. Peter's, the witness of these 33 men and their desire to serve God and His church, truly rejuvenated and inspired my own commitment to priestly ministry. I attended Deacon John Mitchell's Mass of Thanksgiving the next day and was once again moved by his own homily. I know that he was grateful for my presence, but I was even more so for the honor of being a part of this grace-filled celebration.
As part of my journey to Italy I was able to visit the famed Abbey of Montecasino, the final resting place of it's founder and great legislator of Western Monasticism, St. Benedict. Perched on a mountain overlooking the town of Cassino, this abbey is truly a testement to the faithfulness, strength, and perseverence of the Benedictine community. Founded by St. Benedict about 529 on the remnants of a pre-existing Roman fortification, montecassino became famous for the prodigious life and the sepulchre of its founder. Through the ages, the abbey has been looked upon as a place of holiness, culture and art for which is has become renowned on a worldwide level. Beyond its museum containing works by Botticelli, the crypts of St. Benedict and St. Scholastica, and its sheer beauty and magnificence, Montecassino is perhaps is best known for its storied history. Four times, the abbey has been completely destroyed and rebuilt to its original design and plan.
The first time was around the year 577 when the monastery was destroyed by the Longobards of Zotone. The second time took place in the year 883 when the Saracens invaded and sacked the Monastery and burnt it down, causing the death of Bertarius, its saint Abbot. The third destruction occured when an earthquake destoyed all but a few walls of this splendid buiding in 1349. Once again , many additions and embelishments were made during recunstruction, so that the abbey could acquire its original greatness and glory until February 15, 1944, during the final satge of world war II, when Montecassino happened to be on the firing line between two armies. This place of pprayer and study which had become in these exceptional circumstances a peaceful shelter for hundreds of defenseless civilians, in only three hors was reduced to a heap of debris under which many refugees met their death. To be continued...
September 29, 2012
By Father Tony Zimmer
Greetings from Sequoia/Kings Canyon National Park!
As I prepare to leave for Rome next week to attend the Deaconate Ordination of John Mitchell (a future priest for the Archdiocese of Milwaukee), I thought I would post one more blog. I have been in sunny and very hot (95+ degrees) for the past few days and have been absolutely amazed by the vast beauty of this magnificent place. Sequoia is truly one of California's most spectacular and least visited treasures. Nowhere else are the Sierra Nevada Mountains so high. Nowhere else are the canyons so rugged and deep. And nowhere else do the the Sierras rise so steeply from the west. I can truly attest to that, as my fingers are still so very stiff and sore from gripping the car seat so tightly, as we drove through the steepest and most winding road I've ever been on. (I'm getting a bit tired of doing these daily scary things!) Here you will find the largest tree on the planet (the General Sherman Tree), the deepest canyon in the country (Kings Canyon), and the tallest mountain in the lower 48 (Mt. Whitney at 14,491 ft.) Established on September 2,1890, Sequoia is the 2nd oldest National Park in America. It spans over 404,063 acres.
One of the highlights was seeing the General Sherman Tree. It is neither the tallest, widest, or oldest tree in the world. But by volume, it is indeed the largest known living single stem tree on Earth. It's height is 275 ft. It's diameter is 25ft. It's age is estimated between 2,300 - 2,700 years old. And it's volume is a massive 52,513 cu ft! Truly unbelievable...
As I stood beside it, I was speechless. It's sheer volume and size overwhelmed me. I felt so very small... John Muir, the great naturalist and writer described the Giant Sequoias best when he wrote: "The great age of these noble trees is even more wonderful than their huge size,standing bravely up, millennium in, millennium out, to all that fortune may bring them, triumphant over tempest and fire and time, fruitful and beautiful, giving food and shelter to multitudes of small fleeting creatures dependent on their bounty... No other tree approaches the Sequoia in grandeur, height, and thickness being considered, and none as far as I know has looked down on so many centuries or opens such impressive and suggestive views into history... Great trees and groves should be venerated as sacred monuments and halls of council and worship."
As I gazed heavenward, I realized that this tree was already hundreds of years old at the time of Christ. This tree gave me a sense of perspective, helping me to realize how very short and very fragile my own life is. It's broad branches, thick, red bark, and fragrant scent, beckoned me to ponder/reflect upon my own lifespan asking: "What will I triumph over? What bounty will I provide? What council will I offer?"
This past week I lost a dear friend of mine... Olive Caveney. She would have celebrated her 100th birthday this weekend. She died just two weeks shy of this incredible landmark. By human standards she was old. By Sequoia standards she was just beginning. Yet in her lifespan, Olive gave much. Her bounty was plentiful. Faithful, generous, open-minded, and young in so many ways, Olive stood tall in her grove. I will always be grateful for the lessons she taught me... to live life to the fullest with whatever time we may have. May she rest in peace.
And so the question remains for us... "How much time do we have here on earth?" "What will we do with our bounty?" At times we may "feel small" against the powers and forces of life. But with the love, grace, and mercy of God, each one of us can stand tall, if we but learn, know and fulfill our purpose in life.
To our school and CF children, I invite you to learn more about the Giant Sequoia trees. Find out why they live so long, how fast they grow, and why they only can be found on the Western edge of the Sierra Nevada Mountans. What lessons about life and faith can you learn from these magnificent trees?
Blessings,
Fr. Tony
September 22, 2012
By Father Tony Zimmer
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Hello Fr. Tony, Now that you are done with the desert Fathers, you are on the down hill and making your way back. We miss you a lot. You bring such life and joy to our parish. You have been given a beautiful and deserved sabbatical. We pray for your safe return, however continue to live each minute in This special gift. Like the dust, we will be here when you get back. Blessings and thanksgiving, Mary Jo Schuchardt Ps. You won't believe the parties you have attended.
Sounds like a wonderful desert experience. Have a safe trip home...we miss you!
You are an inspiration. How wonderful to see the beauty in baron deserts. We are glad you are resting and recharging - you deserve this break and the one-on-one time with God.
Hi Fr. Tony,
I am so inspired by your blog. It is such a heart felt response to all that you are experiencing. I have read it over and over to get a sense for myself of what you expresed so sincerely from your heart. What really speaks to me is:"More and more these days I realize how much I need Him."
It is only about 10 days and you will be back.Will continue to pray for your safety.
Joan
Will you please get back here already! Enough said. :>)
Fr. Tony:
Thanks for taking the time to share your thoughts and feelings. We miss you and think about you often.
Looking froward to seeing you soon.
Phil Heinle
Fr. Tony:
I just read your itineray and noticed you were in San Antonio. I was there 11/11/12 through 11/13/12. Is there a chance we were at the Alomo at the same time or on the River Walk looking for a bit to eat the same night
See you soon.
Phil Heinle
Hi Fr Tony!
Bet u never thought u would hear from me! Heard you are on a RV sabbatical. Wish i was with you. So first stop was Mexico-i know needed Tequila -did u get enough for the whole trip? I have been to the Tetons,Yosemite,Yellowstone,Bryce National Park,they are all so beautiful. Will give you the feeling of God's majesty and wonder. Be sure to visit the Morman Temple (yes catholics are welcome-see the beauty of the choir-in Salt Lake City,Utah. Be sure to get lots of wine from Sonoma Valley (yum-yum) The Redwood forest is also amazing. Oh be sure to have a stop at Leatherbys Creamery in Salt Lake,UT to have a Grandpas banana split.
So if you get to the Tennessee way be sure to stop in.
Miss you and have the time of your life but be safe.
Love and God Bless You,Jeanette Gray